When im at the office, ill be thinking of him. I miss his smile,his laugh,his naughtiness and i cant wait to go back to cuddle him.
But when im home, i feel so tired that i just let him play by himself and i cant wait for him to go to sleep so that i can proceed with my house chores.
Yup..this is the dilemma that ive been facing all these while. Never utter it out loud before but i think it's about time i let this guilty feelings out of my chest. I know it's so selfish to only be thinking of yourself and not your child's needs but sometimes when you get too exhausted you just cant help it.
Its not that im not aware that he will be One-year-old once, and his first day of walking can never occur on any other day and his first time talking can be anytime...
I dont know what has gotten into me that has made me thinking that it's OK to miss all this...
Whatever it is ...i really hope all this miserable dilemma will be put to stop soon so that i can treasure more moments with my beloved son. To all the busy parents out there, dont be like me. Savour all the moments that you have with your children while you still can. Just put aside all your wries and worries from office, treat your child as how you want to be treated - With tender loving care... and of course full of attention.
To my beloved son - M F - truly sorry for all the times that i have ignored you, for all the times that im supposed to be with you, for all the times that ive 'mistreated' you.
But when im home, i feel so tired that i just let him play by himself and i cant wait for him to go to sleep so that i can proceed with my house chores.
Yup..this is the dilemma that ive been facing all these while. Never utter it out loud before but i think it's about time i let this guilty feelings out of my chest. I know it's so selfish to only be thinking of yourself and not your child's needs but sometimes when you get too exhausted you just cant help it.
Its not that im not aware that he will be One-year-old once, and his first day of walking can never occur on any other day and his first time talking can be anytime...
I dont know what has gotten into me that has made me thinking that it's OK to miss all this...
Whatever it is ...i really hope all this miserable dilemma will be put to stop soon so that i can treasure more moments with my beloved son. To all the busy parents out there, dont be like me. Savour all the moments that you have with your children while you still can. Just put aside all your wries and worries from office, treat your child as how you want to be treated - With tender loving care... and of course full of attention.
To my beloved son - M F - truly sorry for all the times that i have ignored you, for all the times that im supposed to be with you, for all the times that ive 'mistreated' you.
I hope i wont be missing any of your siginificant milestones in life and...
i promise we will have more of our ...wonderful moments ...sweet memories....treasured events... precious time TOGETHER.
posted by: LeeNi
posted by: LeeNi
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